Hey guys, yesterday I started my blog about my busy life and here I am today bored out of my mind. Kind of ironic right. So I’m sitting here thinking is my life really that busy, do I make my boys think they are to much of a hassle, do I spend enough time in prayer. Then answer is I probably do make my children feel like a burden at times and no I don’t spend enough time in prayer or make time for my husband.
Prayer should be a big part of my life and I don’t do it nearly enough. So am I teaching my boys to be the best they can? I can only hope I am not failing as a parent. I’m sure we all feel this way once and awhile but, as I sit here by myself and am jut thinking about everything under the sun. Life really does move to fast, and why not embrace it. I really think I need to just slow down and enjoy my boys while they are still at home.
So the whole reason I decided to return to school is because I want them to see me succeed at school and make a good career in hopes that they will do the same. But, again as I am sitting here today just contemplating how blessed of a life I really do have, I’m thinking have I been the best mom or wife that I can be and the answer is no, I can always do better. There is always someone that does it better, but my kids come home to a house with electricity every day, there’s always food to eat and all the bills are paid. I just don’t thank Jesus enough for blessing me so fruitfully.